Why and how do things change over the course of a day, you wake up one morning, puzzled, feeling like “who am I, why am I on this earth?” Ever have that feeling?? I certainly have, and it isn’t bad, it’s good but hard to search within yourself, and find meaning, find identity. Two of the hardest things in life, in my point of view. Who am I, what does it all mean, and what am I supposed to do with it all. Should I dwell on my past, or try and change things I don’t like, can I change, will I change?
Change is inevitable, sometimes quick, like a band aid and its all better. Other times its like an infectious disease taking over, and you and only you can decide to fight back and provide yourself with the tools to succeed. Realising that no ones is going to do it for you, no matter how much they love you, in the end it’s all up to you. Before you can really gear up, slap that tack on, get on that horse, you need to have a certain grounding.
You need to ask yourself that question, who AM I, and what do I WANT, more importantly what do I need, although what you need and what you really want are extremely different. One is imperative the other idealist, but both oh so very important. Once that’s established, you can really start to pour your heart and soul into something, and really make a difference. Once that confidence is found, possibilities are endless.
Now, im a pretty spiritual person, not a religious, mass going, hymn singing, confessional booth type of person but simply.…spiritual. I believe there is something more out there. A God, who has eternal love for us, to guide us, if we let him of course. Everything all of a sudden starts to make more sense, meaning is found only in the true meaning. God is truth, God is love, God is reason, nothing else, and nothing more.
